I was 3 months before my wedding, I was on anti-anxiety pills I was so scared, I was horrified from the thought of being in the center of attention of such a huge event. I was ready to cancel the wedding. Not because I didn’t love my lady, not because being married scared me, but because I perceived the wedding itself as a hellish time during which I kept seeing myself getting a heart attack and dying.

My lady didn’t approve of eloping, she wanted the whole nine yards when it came to the wedding. She wouldn’t hear of it. To make things even worse, she took it personally, starting to think I don’t love her enough to marry her properly.

A friend recommended Carmen. I had no idea who she was and what she did exactly, the only thing I knew about her was that she did some kind of process that helped with anxiety and that for matters like mine which was dealing with a very particular fear, she was very quick.

Now, mind you three things- A. I’m a skeptic regarding “processes” I don’t get. B. I was on pills and it didn’t help C. My shrink, whom I loved couldn’t fix it so it was hard for me to believe anyone could.

I started working with Carmen 3 months prior to the wedding and we met twice a week.

Her process was:

1. She did her pattern profiling process which amazed me…I literally asked her who has she been talking to.

2. She figured out what were the patterns that created in me the perception that being the center of attention was a life threatening situation.

3. She gave me some training tools to help me change my patterns and perception.

4. She did a “past life regression” process with me (I really ridiculed it at first but when I saw how my body got calmer I had to stop joking about it)

5. We did something she invented called “black screen” to help me get some childhood traumas out of my system.

The day after my wedding I sent her an SMS saying that I wanted to have the wedding all over again and that it was one of the best things I ever did. I am grateful for what she did with me, my beautiful wife is grateful and I am truly lucky to have solved this issue because at the time it really seemed like it’s the end of my world and that there was no way out.